Holding My Breath..

It is one day until Spring Break is over. It is now that i ask myself whether it was as good as it could have been. it was pretty fun. i guess. I think it oculd have been mroe fun. And it oculd have ended better than my friend cutting open his arm while we were all drunk and other stuff. But yeah I dont know. It was still fun I still saw a bunch of people I havent in a while and Met new ones who will become good friends imsure as well as made old friendships stronger. It was good for the most part but i coul have done so much mroe ..I worked and then hungout . I didnt go anywhere further than elgin. I dunno. ah. life.

My birthday is in 5 days ish. 6 kinda. Im excited. I have that entire weekend off. party party. 19 is..alrigh ti guess a big one not really but still getting older.

I didnt really take any picture over break. I should have though. Cause I have two projects to do haha. shoot. Ill deifnitly do some tomrrow. cause..It has to get done. I actually made this tonight..



Displace me Event is almost here and im totalyl excited for it adn everything haha. Itsgonna be so great.



Ive bee nthinking alot about friendships lately. It seems all my friends are starting to make everything we do a competition. all my close friends. who are mostly, you guessed it, all male. But yeah..i mean everything is becoming some competition with girls, music, movies. Its all getting too ridiculous. and im starting to get annoyed. im realyl starting to branch off to other groups of people cause I have more than 5 friends. and i need to crete those friendships. connections. it all about trying to make everyone happy. Dont think i dont make myself happy i do. but i want to be the one person people call whe ntheyre doing something..i want to be that one awesome friend that everyone calls when theyre bored. i have mnore than 5 friends. and im jsu tnow realizing.

im ready or not. you're here i come.
-Lawrence Arms.

-Jimmy

loss of interest..or lack of. either way right..

So I havent posted anything in a while. i got busy then lazy, busy once agian, and now im jsut being lazy. So ill do it now. 230 of the AM

Beenthinking a lot about pictures, picture taking, and life in general. very vague. ojh well. i sentered some prints in an art show. and im wondering what will happen there. i dont know about that. well see. could go either ways and im not very optimistic.

i just dont feel like posting things. Wow.

Its spring break. Woop.

this was my latest studio project. i named it ENVY.

Science Experiment part 2 ?

So heres my continuation of the last thing i wrote. I've slowly been getting away fro mthe computer. this is good and bad i guess. good because sometimes i think i could be doing so much more. bad because i think about how i want to get into a field that uses computer software everyday. but still. with the last few days teasing me about it being nice out and no wits supposed to be getting nice out im upset. theres no reason for any cold weather to come back. im done with it. ive lost my interest in it. It can die for all i care.

heres some pictures i took yesterday evening. ish.





and a photoshopped up picture of bobby. (badly photoshopped) or not so much badly as poorly i didnt put a lot of effort into it i just wanted to filter it.



Im ready to make music. and magic.

-Jimmy

Who wants to be my test subject ?

Havent posted things in a while too busy and such..

yesterday was one of the nicest days ive seen in a long time. and i was outside all day. we skateboarded which i havent done in a longer time. and it was incredible.

even though I myself suck at it.
Bobby got it back right away. it took me longer. but i got the hang of it again semi quickley.




it was a fun day.

now i want to go back outside.
ill finish this later maybe.

-Jimmy

Sick of painting in black and white..

I finished all 3 of my digital project pictures and all i have to do is mat them suckers.

i did this today. I got bored.

I was trying to think of what inspired me to do this. and i finally figured it out. Its this idea of daydreaming and how you kind of just let your mind wander and float. like i knew why i made it i jsut couldnt think of a good way to word the meaning.

cool.

i might work at hot topic. im excited.

-Jimmy

Supposed to get cold out..

I had to go bac kto toycrib today for one last shot for a while as fr as that location goes. I feel like I'm rnning out of places togo. but thats not it. Its that Im not trying to find new places. Im kind of sick of toycrib. Its..eh..Ive shot the entire place minus the one shot i want off the roof. Which i wont do until i get my studio lights. So i dont know. I need new places. any suggestions would be amazing.

I ate mcdonalds today. watched tristan and isolde and slept from 8 to 1030. I havent done reallly anything since like 6 oclock. i feel lazy as hell




Somehow I wastalked into representing the entire peace and justice group tomorrow and i get to go meet the new president of ecc and give him "gifts" and a poster and...I dont know shoot shit and such. haha im jsut kidding im excited for it. But nervous at the same time. Im only representing our entire group, granted its only like 25 people but still. But excited. Nervous and excited. mostly excited im finally getting to do things. Thats the poster i made for our group. More aimed at teh genocide committie. but yeah.

-Jimmy

Take To Long now.

I found this picture while browsing through older pictures i needed for a photo project im working on. it was a real sense of inspiration that dates backto the spark of my interest into photography.



Its a really interesting series of pictures. theres another of this girl who knows who she was and im like right on the edge of the picture with my camera up..it was so funny. and creeepy. ironicalyl this was also my spark to creepyness.

This is one of three for the final..i posted it once before unfinished.



I have one more to do for this project and tons more ideas so im pretty excited to get a start on it ..probably tonight. its gonna be cool. hopefully. my idea are all related in some way or another right now. like theyre not jsut random. well a lot of them are. they always are you cant stop that. Im just saying theres so much visual metaphor in them it connects them somehow.

im gonn shut up and listen to Incubus.

-Jimmy

March 3rd

We had a hotel "party" yesterday. I use the term party loosly because it wasnt a big party. more of us being aweosme and such like always.

teachers are supposidly maybe going on strike this week. wednesday. we'll see how that goes.

-Jimmy

Think You've Got It All Figured In..

Choice.
This is the roughest one of this pcture. In fact this is the worst one of them all. the amrs are all off and not blended as well as they are in the final. ill get it up here eventually. it wouldnt load. so..yeah.

I hate the idea of being alone in the dark as far as my futures concerned. Its one of the worst feelings in the world.

I wish it was tomorrow.

-Jimmy