Holding My Breath..

It is one day until Spring Break is over. It is now that i ask myself whether it was as good as it could have been. it was pretty fun. i guess. I think it oculd have been mroe fun. And it oculd have ended better than my friend cutting open his arm while we were all drunk and other stuff. But yeah I dont know. It was still fun I still saw a bunch of people I havent in a while and Met new ones who will become good friends imsure as well as made old friendships stronger. It was good for the most part but i coul have done so much mroe ..I worked and then hungout . I didnt go anywhere further than elgin. I dunno. ah. life.

My birthday is in 5 days ish. 6 kinda. Im excited. I have that entire weekend off. party party. 19 is..alrigh ti guess a big one not really but still getting older.

I didnt really take any picture over break. I should have though. Cause I have two projects to do haha. shoot. Ill deifnitly do some tomrrow. cause..It has to get done. I actually made this tonight..



Displace me Event is almost here and im totalyl excited for it adn everything haha. Itsgonna be so great.



Ive bee nthinking alot about friendships lately. It seems all my friends are starting to make everything we do a competition. all my close friends. who are mostly, you guessed it, all male. But yeah..i mean everything is becoming some competition with girls, music, movies. Its all getting too ridiculous. and im starting to get annoyed. im realyl starting to branch off to other groups of people cause I have more than 5 friends. and i need to crete those friendships. connections. it all about trying to make everyone happy. Dont think i dont make myself happy i do. but i want to be the one person people call whe ntheyre doing something..i want to be that one awesome friend that everyone calls when theyre bored. i have mnore than 5 friends. and im jsu tnow realizing.

im ready or not. you're here i come.
-Lawrence Arms.

-Jimmy