Trip On Me, Ecstacy.

I want Classes to begin.

I want to take my new classes. I have photography classes I've been waiting to take since high school. I don't actually know why i haven't applied myself. To shcool. and work. and everything.

Sometimes I think about my life and it seems like I'm wasting it. But whenever i bring this idea of waste up in my head I can always argue it. Contradict my reasoning.

I'm not wasting my life. It's too early, I'm too young to be wasting my life. I just think that I could be doing so much more right Now. I think i just need something new. The break I've been on has been great. But I think my mind is telling me I need to start learning again. Applying my skills to better my knowledge of life and gain experience in..everything.



I think i'll always post a picture. Every Time at leat one.

photography. its taking over my life. seriously. and I could not be happier. Considering it's what I want to do. It's my passion. I haven't given a thought to anything else, anything i might want to do besides photography, to fall back on. Theres no failing in it. I have to make it work. Or else. I've got nothing.

It's funny I am pretty much my own worst critic (isn't everyone), but for once ive been loving my pictures. I can sit and go through them for hours and just think. They make me think about so much. Because each one is abou something different, or included a different person or people. and those thoughts spark thoughts about other things. other memories. Its fun to do. Cause it gets me thinking. about everything, eventually.

im actually suprised I followed through with this blog. writing. I was sketchy on the idea of doing it but it is so nice to have somewhere to put my thoughts. Even if ..one person is the only one reading them.