The Odds of me doing things tonight are low..

So, you know what I cannot stand. Like with out a doubt biggest pet pieve in the world ?

When people. people I dont really talk to but I know of and know they know the people that I do or used to hangout with, when those people do not know how to be creative on their own. And this in turn, gives them the idea that they have the right to copy me. Like.. it is NOT hard to be creative and artistic. Stealing other peoples ideas is pathetic.

This is just something that i discovered like 20 minutes ago. some kid has the same type of pictures i do. not same type but the sme shooting style i have. which he didnt have before. and its after ive been doing this style for like 3 weeks. and al lthe pictures are in the exact same spots as i took them in. in the house. in the bathroom. blurry faces. IN THE BATHROOM !?

I mean come on. thats just sad. Im all about sharing ideas and discussing things. BUT IN THE BATHROOM !? Thats so lame.

On a lighter note.

I've said before how much i want to start gettig ninto set up shots. Our fake bandshtos is as close as ive come to that dream. And when i say I want to. I mean i realyl want to take professional shots for people. But only one person i know wants me to. i dont understand why peopl eare so uptight about being photographed. Its not a big deal. people are jsut too uncomfortable with themselves and thats sad. If you cant be one with yourself how can you function in the real world. Everyone should have confidence. yo uare who yo uare and no matter what it wont change. unless you do change..but then you're so fake its pointless. being a fake person is worse than anything. I hate those people. The two faces. the people who you think are great friends wit hyou but secretly hate you with a deep passion. Two Faces.



We met these girls over break.

Rachel and Lexi. They are going back to school. Its sad really. We've known them only 2 weeks (not even) and its like we've known them for years. there was jsut that much comfort going into the begining of a friendship. for the past week in a half or two weeks or whatever, weve all hungout almost every night. and its bee nso great and amazingly fun. its jsut sucky they are leaving. and it makes me think about my decision to stay at ecc.

I mena ECC, god i could be in the city right now. living in a dorm being i nthe city I love. LOVE. i love chicago. It is where i want to be.

but haveing money and living at home fro free is better than not having any money and living with a, what wouldnt really be now but still, a stranger.

i dont know sometimes i regret not leaving. im justa late bloomer. im going to get out of this town if it kills me. but i need to collect some thought, save some money, get stuff out pf the way.

still though. i could be gone.

Thats all for now.

Please dont think im illeterate or stupid because i mispell words or dont correct them with a spell check. i think it takes away of the reality of the human mind in time of great thought.

-Jimmy.

I could be out of here.