Forgive My Indecision.

Hers how my conversation with my mom went thismorning..

-I wake up.
-"Blizzard-like conditions!"
-"oh..cool. Im not going to class today."
-"yes YOU ARE.."
-I wlaked away and have yet to go to school..

ECC would do good in cancelling and posting that its cancelled classes today so I wont feel bad. Everyone I have talked to said they are no going. So yeah fuck that. Why should I die for psychology's sake. Granted Im missing my studio lighting critique as well. But still Its not worth it. and EVERY single otehr school around here has a snow day. to ECC I say, "dont be an independant. that is lame. Be cliche' and copy off other schools. It's funny that was weird and I would NEVER say that about anything other than a school on a day like this.

But in all seriousness, It's realyl coming down pretty good out there..so I am going to drink tea and go back to bed. Cause dying is not worth it today..

theres something about missing classes at ECC for no reason I can't get past. I was talking to my friend Emily yesterday about how I missed class and I felt like shit cause its like, Its community college. And so to miss this would be like..missing something else thats not very interesting or fun, but its still like why miss it. Its ECC. I dont know how to explain my thought process behind this one. I dont think theres motivation for it. not anymore. 1st semester it was like, okay go and and run cross country get a scholarship get through 2 years transfer out. thats easy. Not I cant stand it. Its half because I keep forgetting and then re-realizing that its community college and the pther part is living here which I could rant and rave about for hours and hours but I wont cause..Im going back to bed soon.

alright.

sledding today thast what should go down.
-Jimmy.